ive been doing research for my art project based on the theme of sleep paralysis and deprivation and stumbled across this, i'm sorry you experience sleep paralysis, it must be extremely horrifying and i hope somehow you can manage to control it, but i am not sorry for you creating this piece of work. It's truly horrifying and actually gives me somewhat of an idea of what you and many others go through. This painting of the demon has also helped me have a better idea of what sleep paralysis is, it's a wonderful piece.