BlitheDragon's avatar
I didn't reply back because I don't want to argue, you seemed unnecessarily hostile towards me. I didn't intend to insult you at all. Just insure that all you can do is practice and try to do a little better each time. I'm sorry you seemed to take it the wrong way. 

Everyone has difficulties in life- I hope you're able to deal with yours. 
QuakeBrothers's avatar
it's because people love to tell me "you must  work hard" or "you don't work hard"
as you said "practice more", i just...argg it infuriates me, i have practiced for many years, and my personal problems more the fact that i can't get good enough in what i love and what  i do to prove to the world that my life matters, and those dumb super talented 17-18 assholes come and said "you don't work hard enough" ... i just broke down, i can't deal with this i need medical attention but i have no fucking money, and my stupid mom don't want me to take pills, because hse has the dumb idea that can do it alone....and see pills like something from the devil, i just can't i don't know what to do anymore

I'm sorry if you feel attacked...i just want to die