Yeah...I think the valley of suck often intimidates me. My brain doesn't like the idea that I have quite a ways in practice and learning to go before I "arrive" at becoming a pro-level artist. And honestly, I don't think I'm so much pursuing that as a goal to become some famous artist like Artgerm...I've pretty much given up on the idea of thinking that I'll be some great comic artist like I once thought I wanted to be. I just want to better articulate my OC's visually, for myself first and foremost and then for others to enjoy as well. (I'm still gonna keep trying to put my story together and tell it somehow!)
I think the frustrating thing is that I've been on the journey to become a better artist for the past almost 9 years since I've been here on DA and while I have indeed grown by leaps and bounds since I've first started posting here, but I'm only an average artist at best who's still limited. I lack the discipline to work at my craft and sketch like crazy almost on a daily basis. And I do realize that I'll only get better as soon as I apply myself more to frequent practice, trying new things/poses/mediums/perspectives, actually reading books on new techniques, etc. So what it's been almost 10 years and I'm not a pro level artist? I haven't been putting in pro level practice to be a pro over the last 9 years...it's not just gonna come to me w/o the work.
One doesn't gain muscles by going to the gym just one day a week for an hour and just ride the cardio bike...he or she has to go more frequently, do the exercises properly, get adequate rest, eat nutritious meals full of protein and carbs, drink plenty of water, etc. He or she does what it takes by getting up super early before work or late in the evening to get in gym time...they endure sore muscles and don't skip days simply b/c they don't feel like it. They push through their valley of suck towards the goal of a sweet 6-pack, a firm toned body, and/or a killer set of guns.
Artistically, I want a strong physique. I go to the "gym" frequently but not enough to get the "body" I want. Not to mention, when I go I use the same weights and the same machine that I have been using for the past 9 years...only adding more weight every so often b/c I'm intimidated of pushing through the pain which is the valley of suck. No pain no gain, right?
That, plus I recently found out that I may have Adult ADHD...which makes sense as to why I'm often all over the place and can't focus/make decisions and doesn't at all help my cause.