Pxtchwork's avatar
listen mate, until you tell that shitty voice in your head to fuck off
these positive logic and motivational quotes will seem like laughable bullshit..
until you demand and force yourself to find a new perspective, then you won't see it any differently.

no self help or plucky journal is gonna make you see the world from a new angle if you're nodding along to your fuckin demons ok?

So next time you read this, you make an effort to smile the whole time. You try really hard to be inspired by it. You think of something you like. You pick up the pen. You draw a picture. You ignore the shitty voice while you tell yourself if looks really nice. Even if you think it looks like shit ok. Your art deserves love. If it makes you happy, you stop insulting it and spend time on it instead. 

You look at the world differently by deciding to making these changes day after day after day, and like the author said - its gonna fucking suck but by the end of it all it will have been worth it, I promise.
dont give up. don't ever fucking give up. being able to say "wow you followed your dreams" is what we live for.
You are the one who defines your life. STOP telling yourself it's pointless. IT IS NOT.

now, if that doesn't give you hope then you haven't tried it yet. <3

If you want a more optimistic version then note me and we can chitchat. I know how you feel, man. Most of us do. Luckily, half of those thoughts you're having are just insecurities that are out of perspective and some misinterpreted anxiety. I love you man, hope it all works out for you :D