~I am so very sorry to hear about your friend.
That is the absolute worse pain anyone could go through, for many of reasons.
The thing that absolutely breaks my heart the MOST is when I think about what Mark and his channel stands for; I think about all the love and support this community has shown ever since I've been a fan- both for Mark and for each other.
We have literary saved lives, and have cared so much for those who need it. Mark himself has talked- very seriously- about depression many times and ways we can help each other. How to fight against suicide.
I think about all this, and then what happened in his own home, to his best friend.... It's not f*cking fair. (Sorry for the rambles, I've talked about this often on my own fb page). ~E