drinking is part of it, but not all... and no he never layed a hand on me, unless you are talking about him pushing me down, but other then that nope. I do get that drinking has become and issue and relationships allways have there ups and downs, but this was a BIG down. His mom thretend me and me family and she lied saying "the spirits told her to go looking thew me bag" now in that bag i had some alcohol i was saving to take home with me. I understand they do not like drunk people in there house, hence why i was waiting till i get back home to drink it. Still somethings happend and i ended up drinking the other bottle i had with me at the time cause i didn't know how to cope, i drank just lil sips here and there, but after what happend i just started chugging and then things escalated. (not going into details) but yea me bf and i had a fight that night. i am not mad at him im more annoyed at him and his mother.... cause all i wanted to do was make them happy but i get called the bad guy. Anyways we are talking now!!! OoO and it looks like things are getting better so that is good...
we are talking things out, and working things out as adults. (and no he is not the guy who stays home after high school graduation, but collage graduation)
lol wish he would go find a job..., (not being mean tords him cause he has to be there for his family) so he is in a sticky situation, so i understand. He wants to go back to school as do i, so that is good
anyways yea i still feel like the bad one so i guess i am a fallen "angel" or a devil with wings x,D but meh idc, like i allways say "i am a sick son of a bitch, with a twisted sense of humor" xD
take care mate