Enock's avatar
I'm very happy to hear you have someone helping you and your family. No one should go through that amount of stress from asshole jerks. I really hope they leave you alone. Damn right you should do the very thing you love. Do it! =^0^= Like the people around me keeps saying; the worse will come hard and once you get through that, it will get better and you'll become stronger. I felt that's how it was when my father died or I get into the worse place, but I always end up crawling out that hole one way or another. I know it will get better for you. Keep being strong and reach out to many people as you can. If I didn't had my friends and family, I'd be in lost.

Sounds like a plan, dear Darkwater! Whatever it takes! I wish you the best of luck on your dream! You better tell me that you did it! You got your dream alive. Yeah, keep your DA account open. Its not gonna go anywhere.

I don't mind. If you want me to hide it I can. Otherwise it doesn't bother me. Honestly, everyone has a hard life and I don't see any shame in what you wrote. Struggles sucks and its what everyone goes through in different ways. But if bothers you, you just tell me. ^.^ I don't mind.
Customs-n-Randomness's avatar
Agreed, and thanks. I've got a plan set up that should be enough. I have to get everything here dealt with first but if all goes well then in six months I'll be moving in with my mom in California where I should be able to handle a lot better.  I've always planned to eventually move back in with her anyways so it seems that it is now something that is finally happening. We've already talked it over, she just has to wait for the lease on her current house to end so she can get a bigger one, which is why it will take about six months, but once she's got her part done I'll be able to head over. Six months is actually plenty of time to get my shit sorted out.

The only way it will fail is if my health care finds a way to cheat the system and win whatever bullshit case they're pulling on me, but they really have nothing they can use against me to begin with so they'll be hard pressed to pull that off, lol.
Enock's avatar
I'm happy to hear that. I really hope everything is going well for you so far. ^.^
Customs-n-Randomness's avatar
HMI finally got back to me. They ahreed the meds were definitely too much and dropped em to just 1 per der day which works fine for the anxiety and migraines.

Just waiting for mom to finish finding a bigger place now.
Enock's avatar
Awesome! As long as you can live comfortably, that is all that matters. =^o^= Finally everything is working out! :hug: :love:
Customs-n-Randomness's avatar
Yeah everythings going fairly well now. I got it all sorted out. HMI is ignoring me still but Ive discovered I don't really need the meds. I'm doing far better without them than I've ever been able to do with them so I say they can shove it, lol.