i promise but here's a story i will tell you. a year ago i did something i go regret doing and forgive my self. at that time i couldn't handle it because people keep asking me do i cut my self because the way i looked. i did once and i learned my lesson. i even made my self go though hell by putting limon juice on the cuts to burn the hell out of them. from that point i never did it again because i don't want to go though the pain ever again.