Me too, I tried with someone who was a religious nutter. He just wanted me to live like him, he thought he was a reincarnation of a prophet... I thought he was bonkers... He was 50 at the time and had been sentenced to 43 years in prison, religion was his way of controlling his own way of life... certainly not mine... I am actually quite happy, my days are over full with all the many fiends I have and my art... I also play word with my granddaughter who beats me regularly... I have to tell her to sign off as I can't cope with too much... I go to bed early, take two sleeping pills and watch netflix for an hour... Wake up to another day on my own. Just me and my 2 cats... XX