Aaah, I see. Trust me mate, I completely understand the way you feel
And it seems you have quite the continous story here
I have the exactly same issue. It wpuld take a few days to TRY and explain all the nuances of my character
...and believe it would take you as much as well
If something, I never post drawings made for me in my gallery...but....I do keep scrambles of his story up on my tumblr
Well, will send that note
Also, keep up the work on your character