(sorry for replying like 8 hours late)
yea, i get what you're saying, it's ok to ramble really just let it out
talking to people is almost always a good idea !
honestly all i can to tell you is take it by steps, reward yourself for doing what you can get done maybe? haha im not great at advice, i don't even know if you want advice
also, watch your mood and thoughts, if you feel worse or if you feel like the stress if becoming too much, you might want to consider telling your mom about it :0