If I barely know explodingcats, then that means you barely know me. I don't give much info out about myself that would actually be personal. But 18, really? I'd like a quote for that, thank you.
As for leaving Explodingcats alone, I am. I made my peace with her. Again, I forgave her for causing me pain. If she doesn't want to ever talk to me again, I can accept that. She can live with that, and I know that for a fact. If she doesn't care, that's fine too. I TBH haven't given much shit. Did I give her stuff that would scar her for life, such as links to pornsites? No. Did she get PTSD because of MY actions? No. Did I cause such damage that she will never be the same? Probably. I regret that decision, though. I regret a lot of what I done. All I have now is you to deal with.