Thats ok, so long as you're alright.
Don't worry i understand! I know jobs are really hard to come by, its probably nigh on impossible in London. I hope you can find something or find a way to earn some money. Have you thought about doing some translating, my friend Sylvia looked into it with a careers advisor and you get paid £50 - £70 for every 2,000 words, either that you could try tutoring french - it might not be for you but its some ideas, i'll keep thinking!
Hopefully i'll see you at christmas then!