Hi my dear friend,
sorry for late reply and to hear you are sick. T_T
we are actually same, I caught a cold and a small sore throat since last week and still didn't get better. It makes really upset too and on terrible bad mood. did you eat medicine?
I also have difficulty on sleep without sleeping pill, i eat it everyday to make me get better sleep @_@ maybe you can ask doctor too for sleeping pill?
lack of sleep will make me on bad mood as well..
please don't try to self suicide (i'm not in the place to tell you this since I did this too before and need someone to comfort me). and you still have some friends who care about you (including me) *hugs*.. I will be really sad if you left me since you are one of my few friends that I only have. TAT
feel free to talk to me anytime when you are on bad mood.