I was just worried... but she thought I was a liar... and untrustworthy...
I think she may have been the closest person I ever had to being a sweetheart... and I just threw it out...
I haven't been given second chances from her... Yet she forgives others for such things...
Maybe... Maybe I'm just not worth her time... Or anyone's... They just stay with me because they would feel bad if they told me the truth...